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Sunday, April 18, 2010

没了你的……第④天

晴天
雪天



今天又下雪了……嗨……听着让你还你自由……有点想哭可是……都是忍住好了。我不想在让他们失望。谢你们了……哎……刚刚收到个信息……妹send来的她说她姐看了我的部落格就哭了……如果你还看着看了就不要哭了……知道你哭我很心痛的……不要哭哦……我会没事的你也是会没事的对不对?虽然我还是喜欢你可是我的心真是很痛……你应该是第一个对我说你讨厌我…听到你说的时候……我哭了……问自己为什么会哭?却不懂……心里艮着艮着的感觉,有难呼吸的感觉。你就别哭了啦~有些人多我说女生是善变的叫我看开点……有些人说还将大可以找过新的……而有些人说如果还有感觉就别放手……可是如果你觉得你跟我分了会开心点……那我成全你……只要你开心……我也会慢慢的开心。我是个没心的人有时候会好像死人的冷……我没什么在意自己的感受……只要你开心就行了……不要哭好吗?开心哦~今天在fb测了测验……我觉得它真的很准……因为它说是笑可是心却没在笑……都没了心怎样笑?嗨……都是别想那么多了……中止谢完全部安慰过我的人……你们别怪他也许就好像zhongsheng的妹说一样可能是我做错了……






【The book that we was writing half way stopped...Why?Why you want to stop?If you really want to stop I will stop for you as long as you always be happy.Forget about me think about me you will just get even sadder.Now you turned me into a wolf that had lost the will to change back to human form.It's just a dream and I should forget about it but at the end I can't defend myself from the truth.The loved that you gave me has gone if i still keep you hear will still leave me so now I am back to my own shadow hidden behind.....】

FROM:神经的Makoto

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