今天……⑧

晴天
雪天



今天……嗨……没什么心情……早上在班的时候我问了佘斯曼我的眼睛还有红吗？他说有哦~之后就跟lixuan结了镜子来看，看到红少少啦可是之后就没有红了。昨天你叫我也要开心，我都不知道自己该怎么开心，我要开心回很难，只是别人开心就行了啦。我自己没什么的别人开心自己才慢慢开心吧~别人不开心那自己不用开心咯~就是那么简单……你啊~要开心……我呢~要开心回真的很难啦……只好一直做东西麻醉自己咯……不想就应该会没事的……昨天明权看了我的部落格他问我现在怎样了……我就以为他要多大就问了他是不是要多大将之类的~可是之后他说不是啦~我都不懂他看我的部落格哦~今天没心情啦……我跟佘诗曼一起做两个在那里无聊……今天超级无聊……又很累……那个华语老师说我没给那个钱明明我就给了……她说我没给……如果她再闹我看那就叫我妈妈去吧……上次弄不见我的信现在说我没给钱……好心咯改次收钱给收据啦~整天愿望好人……那时弄不见我的信还弄到我给Puan Loke讲……嗨……我很没心情很不开心……今天下课时坐在那个小lorong那里跟着bearbear他们躺着在bearbear的肩膀……他问我做末。我说 她给了我答案之后我说她讲我们都是做回朋友比较好。bearbear他好像就拍了我肩膀一下……之后我们就继续坐在那里多了一下我跟着alex上去那sejrah课本……一下来就去bear那里之后看到puan susiz他就问bear做末坐早那里？？之后就不懂说了什么走掉了……我就进了班……嗨……没心情……难过又能怎样？空心的……看的过的有个洞在左上角……穿着衣服盖着看不到的空心……嗨……没关系啦~你开心就好……





【The book that we was writing half way stopped...Why?Why you want to stop?If you really want to stop I will stop for you as long as you always be happy.Forget about me think about me you will just get even sadder.Now you turned me into a wolf that had lost the will to change back to human form.It's just a dream and I should forget about it but at the end I can't defend myself from the truth.The loved that you gave me has gone if i still keep you here will still leave me so now I am back to my own shadow hidden behind.....】

FROM：神经的Makoto