The song that bring the pain back

晴天
夏雪（心里的天气)


Today is just like another normal Saturday i went to the Tuition center for tuition.before i went to tuition i played 1 round is css with my bro. we payed the map ice wall.I used AK-47 and most of the person i killed was killed by head shot.Later that i went to tuition with my neighbor.Today it seems like a normal Saturday went the son goes down tonite went i played css with my bro half he say he got things to do than i hear songs because i very long time no hear song and open msn but i oni heard songs.when i opened my juke box the 1st music i heard was 'come home' .This song just make me remembered something.Something that i kept inside me for sometime.Actually, you all noe y i changed my blog from Mandarin to English? don't noe rite?it's because i think it's time to change.Everybody should make a change sometimes but sometimes the thing you wan to change,it could not be changed.I really hope that i could stand a side and everything would solved for me but the things is just there and the problem hasen't been solved.I'm really tired of this.If i could forget everything,i would rather forget everything that has been happen.Every time the brain waves go reach my memories, sure something will come out.If everything have been forgeten would i be more happy?or would i be more crazier?



【Every thing has been started and now every thing has been ended.i don't wan to be the middle man so rather be the one sitting at the side person watching, spotting ,seeing the bad situation around me.Every thing is happening and i don't wan to face it alone,So i had chosen to vanish or just hide some where and conceal the pain within me.The pain continue to suffocate me,after a while you will see me vanishing. Slowly disappears…………】

FROM：神经的Makoto